been away awhile now

still wondering about the whole idea of blogging,i enjoyed it so much but once i came back it felt abit flat. will just update awhile but then in the new year will move to pastures new..new beginnings and all that,

been trying to get organised for xmas but now with dear mums bad news not sure wether to be looking forward to christmas preparations to have something to think about or just keep it all very much a low key affair